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I think the hardest part of this whole situation is that neither of us knows what’s going on. Neither of us know what the other is thinking. And we are both trying to make decisions on information we don’t know.
I guess it’s because I can’t help but to remember everything. I mean, you see somebody and you think about all they’ve ever said and done. The good and the bad. It all comes back to you, and it feels so right and hurts so bad all at once.
Take chances, take a lot of them. Because honestly, no matter where you end up and with whom, it always ends up just the way it should be. Your mistakes make you who you are. You learn and grow with each choice you make. Everything is worth it. Say how you feel, always. Be you, and be okay with it.
But when people can walk away from you, let them walk. Don`t try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring for you, coming to see you, or staying attached to you. When people can walk away, let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.
Here’s my advice. Take many deep breaths. Smell the fresh air. Drink chamomile tea. Life is very short. You spend more time in your lifetime dead than you do alive.
If i die tomorrow, there will be people who have totally different memories of me. To one person I might be the bitch who thought she was better. To another person I might be the ugliest person on this planet, to her I might be the gorgeous, lucky girl who she despised because I was spoiled rotten. To another girl I might be the girl who got really good grades, so jealousy erupted. To him I might be the girl with the annoying laugh. To another guy I could be remembered as the girl who wasn’t anything to him. Maybe I’ll be remembered as the girl who was always on her phone, or the girl my roommate disliked. But none of that matters. you know why? By my best friends I’ll be remembered as the girl with the contagious laugh and the girl they would go to if they ever needed anything. But most of all, I’ll be remembered by my enemies as the thing they couldn’t add up to.
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Somehow I knew we would be friends. We’d have our fights, our ups and downs, but when the big things came along, we could work anything out. We’d fight then laugh it off because we learned it wasn’t worth it. We knew that our friendship would make it through anything. It feels like we’ve been friends forever, and really, we have. But no matter what, you’ve always been there when I needed you the most, and I love you to death for that.
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chipperEvery single thing just comes rushing into my mind about HOW WHY and WHAT, I can't help it.
First thing:
Sorry, but I'm not that kinda person who hides everything inside and tries to be happy on the outside.
If you're affected by something, FACE IT.
What the hell is wrong with being upset at times when YOU know you ain't happy & things AIN'T going right for YOU?
Idk what's with those people who try to fake their smiles, yes I understand they're trying their best not to worry those people they love but SO WHAT?
You mean their loved ones don't know they're lying? Are you kidding?
It makes those people around 'em more miserable to know they're pretentious about their feelings, that they're HAPPY on the outside but UNHAPPY on the inside, that they try to smile just for the sake of smiling and nothing can be done to help 'em recover.
It's the helplessness you feel when you know someone around you gets so sad about something and you are willing to do anything to make him or her smile but it always ends up with him or her lying to you by saying he or she is HAPPY.
You thought you had managed to get him or her out of the misery and yet you got nothing but a pack of lies.
Sometimes I don't know how I should even feel about it.
Second:
I used to care a lot about what people thought of me. Then I learned that I definitely can’t please everyone. Some people will like you, and some people will hate you, but I really don’t care either way. I’m not losing sleep over it.
But what if you knew they were part of what you had and you just couldn't help but to care how they feel about whatever you were doing? Are you gonna say 'Oh I don't give a damn.' or 'Follow your heart, do what's right.'?
The biggest problem with 'following your heart' is, your heart's lost.
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I'm okay, it's just too much is spinning in my head I just need to let it out. :)
Love.
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Renee: Snow White. Cinderella. All about getting a guy. Being saved by the guy. Today it's Little Mermaid, Aladdin, Pocahontas. All about getting a guy.
Ally: So basically we're screwed up because of...
Renee: Disney.
energetic happy
But when i look in the mirror, I see a girl who’s been through so much, and yet, still finds a way to smile at the past. She still loves with all her heart, or what’s left of it. and when you see her walking in the hallway i can guarantee you she’ll have her head up high, faking a smile just one more time. and for all those people who try to break her, trust me; you never will.
jubilantI think everyone has a certain part of their life when they truly wish they could freeze time, whether it was three years ago, today, or whether it was just a moment, a whole day, or a whole summer. Everyone has a time in their life where they wish everything would just stop, the world would stop turning and people would stop changing, because to them, everything was perfect at that very moment. As you go through life you’ll see there is so much more that we don’t understand and the only thing we
know is things don’t always go the way we planned. Sometimes, there are things in our life that aren’t meant to stay. Sometimes, change may not be what we want. Sometimes, change is exactly what we need. And sometimes, saying goodbye is the hardest thing you think you’ll ever have to do, but sometimes, saying hello again is the thing that breaks you down and makes you more vulnerable than you ever thought possible. Sometimes, change is too much to bear. But most of the time, change is the only thing saving your life.
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We talk like we know what’s going on, but we don’t. We don’t know anything. We’re young and we’re gonna screw up a lot. We’re gonna keep changing our minds, and sometimes our hearts. And through it all, the only real thing we can offer each other is forgiveness.
Sometimes there is nothing to be said. Sometimes nothing should be said. I just want to find someone who won’t run away. Someone to look me in the eyes and tell me it’s okay that things don’t always go right. That this is how life works, and how it will always work. That it’s not going to be easy. Today, tomorrow, the next day, but it will somehow get better.
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